Kurt Cobain’s Grandfather, Leland Cobain Interview
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March 8th, 2008 at 3:50 pm
I Dont think Kurt killed his self at all. I will die preaching that that STUPID BITCH Courtney took my heros Life. But I will say one thing and that is one of these days she WILL GET HERS!!!!!
April 2nd, 2008 at 10:46 pm
courtney is a total bitch kurt wasnt killed she MURDERED him!!! he is my biggest influence on my life!! when he died i died inside and i have never been the same since LONG LIVE KURT COBAIN
April 15th, 2008 at 12:42 pm
It was nice to see kurts grandfather talk about how proud he was. and its a shame people only think of his death and not his life. He was a huge inspiration to me musically and i wish i could have been his friend.
May 22nd, 2008 at 11:32 am
Courtney TOTALLY KILLED HIM!
May 24th, 2008 at 4:05 am
Courtney’s a Total B`tch! But we have to prove it – he did love her much…
May 25th, 2008 at 7:39 pm
AMO A ESTE HOMBRE ES LO MEJOR QUE EXISTIO EXISTE Y EXISTIRA SIEMPRE LO AMO MAS QUE LA MIERDA!!!
TE AMO KURT DONALD COBAIN:)
June 20th, 2008 at 2:52 pm
I THINK THE THE IDOT BITCH COURTNEY KILLED HIM AND SOLD HIS ASHES
July 14th, 2008 at 9:12 am
how are people going to say kurt was killed by courtney?? I love kurt dont get me wrong he is my hero but he did fucking heroine . When you do that shit you arent thinking properly so when you tell people you want to die and they fingd you dead in a locked room with a gun high on heroine that usually means you commited suicide..so get off the bullshit that he was killed.i also belive he may of killed himself because of her but she didnt do it.
July 14th, 2008 at 9:14 am
i hope people understand where im coming from with what i said..but anyways RIP Kurt your legend lives forever!
August 10th, 2008 at 2:29 am
i do think that theres a chance that courtney killed him, but then i also think that he did kill himself. i dont think that he would want us to talk shit bout his wife even if i agree with some of you, cus he loved her.
October 19th, 2008 at 4:45 pm
Why are you guys wasting your time arguing this bullshit? I don’t think he killed himself but it’s none of my business or yours. Just give it up. He wouldn’t want you to sit around and argue about it.
October 30th, 2008 at 5:44 pm
ok, for all you people who dont think Kurt was murdered, read this- http://www.cobaincase.com/
November 1st, 2008 at 7:48 am
How about you idiots stop bitching about Courtney. The courts think Kurt killed himself, if you think different go and tell them to re-open the case, but whining on about ‘OMGZ COURTNEY LUV SHE KILLED KURT DAT BETCH’ wont do jack shit!
RIP Kurt x
November 15th, 2008 at 4:56 am
I am so dissapointed that Kurt Cobain is not around anymore he almost became an religious figure in my life and I hate Dave Grohl and Courtney Love one day I will have money to put a lawsuit against them I can understand anyone is buying Dave Grohl and Courtney Loves stuff after all they did to Kurt Cobain and they were nothing without him I miss Kurt Cobain so much it hurts why isnt he around anymore people like him should be around I wouldnt change 1 Kurt for trillion Courtney and Dave Grohl
Kurt is a legend an almost holly icon he is the best our world ever had
November 16th, 2008 at 1:09 pm
In reply to tyler, the last couple of years before his death, Kurt was clean he had stopped doing drugs. Also yes heroin does fuck you up but he had 1.52mgs of heroin per liter of blood in his body, that is 3 times the LETHAL amount.. He would of been incapacitated, unable to hold the gun up to his mouth much less pull a trigger.. ALSO have you ever heard of a dead man cleaning fingerprints off of a gun? why would he need to? there were no legible fingerprints on the gun.. His so called “Suicide” note nowhere states that he is leaving the world or is dieing or is gonna kill himself he merely states he is leaving Courtney and Seattle and quitting the music business..
December 11th, 2008 at 11:41 pm
Kurt Cobain and Nirvana has inspired me alot to play music. We owe our credit to Kurt Kobain and Nirvana for changing grunge forever and changing many of our lives he has touched through his words. Quit arguing about how he died, and take the time to give them the credit he deserves.We should be more worried about how he lived then how he died. Kurt, Krist, and Dave never thought that Nirvana would become world famous, they never wanted that. I’m only 14 but I alot about kurt and his life. I’m out!
December 11th, 2008 at 11:47 pm
R.I.P Kurt Donald Cobain 1967-1994. We owe our sorrow to the 68 families that had to go through the the suicides of their loved ones becaus they wanted to be with Kurt.
December 27th, 2008 at 2:47 pm
http://cobaincase.com/film.htm
I don’t think Courtney did it, but she was apart of the murder. But then again, who gives a shit? It’s not like us people are gonna change anything about it. It’s not like we decide if the case is going to be reopened. So everyone just stfu, and enjoy his music and how he lived, not how he died.
December 31st, 2008 at 2:59 pm
If Kurt was murdered, we owe it to him, his family, his friends, to bring out the truth.
He was going to leave his wife, Courtney Love (untalented b**ch that she is) with NOTHING! Think about that. For most people close to a deceased family member, this would be ample evidence as motive for murder and would have been thoroughly investigated. Apparently not so, if you have money such as Courtney now did.
And just because a person uses heroin does not mean that one wants to end their life. I have known people who have used that drug, my cousin’s dad was found dead from an overdose, and you know what, he was found with the needle still in his arm. Kurt had ALOT of heroine in his system, 3 times the amount to kill him (seasoned user or not). Surely if he overdosed, he would not have had the time and senses to clean up and then pull the trigger. And where’s all the blood usually associated with a head wound, oh yeah, dead men don’t bleed. Google that one.
I believe he was shot after he was overdosed with a lethal injection of heroine. Kurt was a big influence on my life, as I actually grew up in the early 90’s and remember Smells Like Teen Spirit airing on MTV, way back in the day. I also remember the day the world found out he was dead. It is such a shame that he couldn’t see his daughter grow up, couldn’t enjoy the fortune he made from his music. He would probably have ended up quitting the industry anyways, which is what his letter that was made out to be his suicide letter seemed to be stating, because that man didn’t like fame (which is what made him so appealing). But he still deserved to live. I hope the person(s) who plotted his murder rots in the eternal fires of hell.
January 8th, 2009 at 1:36 am
First and foremost, I see that a lot of you Kurt Cobain fans have not done your homework. And this is for the Tyler guy….Cobain fan’s are not whining over the tale about Kurt committing suicide, we are trying our hardest to get justice for Kurt! Some facts….Courtney Love was not present during the time of Cobain’s death, Courtney was in L.A. As was Kurt, until he climbed over the hospital walls of the Exodus Center on April the first, and left making his way to LAX, and flew back to Seattle where he went straight home. The next morning Kurt spoke to the former nanny and supposedly took a cab downtown to Seattle Guns where he purchased twenty-five shotgun cartridges. After that it has been a mystery, people have claimed to have seen Kurt and of course had their stories. As any Cobain fan would know…his body was discovered on April 8th by an electrician who was hired by Courtney to install an alarm system. Medical examiners say that Kurt had died sometime around April 5th. As for the greenhouse French doors, they were unlocked! And the stool was not wedged beneath the doors! Another thing that really gets under my skin is, they didn’t take the proper time to investigate Kurt’s death and automatically ruled his death as a suicide. Finger prints were not checked on the gun, or any other items until a month later…And I find it very strange that no finger prints were found! What did Kurt do after he supposedly shot himself, wipe the fingerprints off of the gun?! Then there was the (alleged) suicide note, It doesn’t take an artist to tamper with hand writing, many handwriting experts had questioned the note, especially the last for lines. God knows I’m no ones judge, but it seemed very odd to me when Rosemary Carroll went to tell Courtney the news about the finding of Kurt’s body, and before she could even say anything Courtney looked at her and asked “How?” Then the reading of the note to his fans, how she called Kurt names and cursed his fans. I found it very inappropriate. With all of this being said and many years of studying Kurt’s death I hope the case will be
reopened and the truth will finally come out and justice will be served. I do not believe that Kurt killed himself or that he was suicidal. I do suspect foul play. Kurt is my all time favorite artist, I admired the originality of his lyrics and music which he will always live through. Rest in Peace Kurt!!!
January 9th, 2009 at 11:04 am
Khemistry
well written!
and very true
if its suicide
or homicied
remember the music
January 10th, 2009 at 12:01 am
koryp,
thanks for the critique!
If you or any other fans have any questions don’t hesitate to ask. I could have wrote a lot more, but It would have been a book.
Sending my love to all of the supporting fans!
January 20th, 2009 at 9:12 am
Hey, i just wanna say: Kurt is the best, long live K.C, KURT 4EVER!!!!!
WE LOVE YOU KURT
March 5th, 2009 at 6:56 pm
CIA “took” over what happened around Dave Grohl Courtney Love and killed Kurt Cobain. Dave Grohl and Courtney Love are supported by the CIA who maintains what Kurt Cobain build up because there was appereantly something holy about Kurt Cobain they didnt want it to come out, people can investigate and they will discover
March 24th, 2009 at 10:12 am
Cobain was a mind control victim, and he was remembering too much of what had happened to him in the past. I think he probably revealed too much of this to someone at the drug rehab right before he disappeared. It is said that he ‘disappeared over the wall’ and escaped, though no one was forcing him to stay there and he was free to leave on his own. This was to explain away why no one at the front desk ever saw him leave. So what really happened to him at the drug rehab? He was found dead shortly afterward.
more information at:
http://www.davidicke.com/forum/showthread.php?t=3097
March 30th, 2009 at 7:55 am
COURTNEY KILLED HIM! HE DIDNT SOMEONE MAKE HER CONFESS! SHES A SLUTY ASS WHORE! I CARE ABOUT FRANCES AND KURT THATS ALL CARE ABOUT NOT HER
I HOPE SHE BURNS FOR SHE HAS DONE!
DYING ROMANTIC
April 5th, 2009 at 12:16 am
[...] ao Calgary Sun, em 2004. Para ele, Kurt foi assassinado. Muito embora o simpático velhinho que adora dar entrevistas não direcione essas acusações para lado nenhum, algumas ‘evidências’ para ele levam [...]
April 8th, 2009 at 6:19 am
Kurt was killed
May 13th, 2009 at 5:37 am
Kurt cobain did not kill him self read tha case studies read the numbers of books who wants to die at tha peak of their cearrer and with a lil girl on tha way no one wants to go out before that happens but look who is getting all of the things now that kurt is out of tha picture i will always beleive that kurt cobain did not kill himself he was and still is tha greatest musician to ever walk this earth long live kurt cobain REST IN PEACE
May 13th, 2009 at 5:42 am
im a different tyler then tha tyler that left tha other comment 29 and 30 are mine dont link me with that crazy mo fo up there
May 22nd, 2009 at 3:51 pm
- Sei qe parece estranho mas, as vezes acho qe a presença de Kurt continua sabe ..
As vezes chego a achar qe ele … ele está dentro de mim, ée .. qero dizer qe as vezes acho qe sou um tipo de reencarnação dele, mas ao menos pra mim, Kurt Cobain nunca jamais será esqecido!
JAMAIS! Ele é único e ninguem eu disse ninguem pode superaa-lo ou tirar “palavras da boca dele” dizendo coisas sobre Courtney ..
aguardem.
June 1st, 2009 at 7:37 pm
what a lovely man
July 13th, 2009 at 11:30 am
honestly, i don’t know why people treat celebrities like they are any better or more important than everyday people..whether Kurt Cobain committed suicide, or was “murdered”, or was PUSHED to the point of suicide, or even whether he is truely dead, we will never know, and should leave it at that. seriously people talk like they actually personaly knew the man, as if they can pass judgement on his character (good and bad judgement). i mean all the screaming and crying, all the blaming that “bitch Courtney”, i mean, it’s ridiculous. he was a person, not a hero, and seriously are people that influencable? god be your own influence, i mean Kurt’s music was amazing and he was very talented, but seriously people treating him like he’s an idol…anyways, r.i.p Kurt Cobain
July 22nd, 2009 at 10:51 pm
What does this tell us even Kurt’s grandfather knows he was murded and he brings up the same points that everyone else does. He seems like a nice man and Kurt’s drawings are incredible.
July 27th, 2009 at 9:25 am
People who think that Kurt was murdered should sign up to youtube, make an account and subscribe to tomgrantpi’s channel. Tom Grant is the P.I that brought the evidence of murder to the public and has been fighting for 15 years to get kurt the justice he deserves. He is attempting to make a self-funded documentary and posting the segments on youtube. All of you fellow nirvana fans; we need to come together.
cobaincase.com
justiceforkurt.com
deathofkurtcobain.com
September 16th, 2009 at 1:42 pm
Hi, I’m Layla. When Nirvana reached Nirvana I didn’t know anything about the band, Kurt or the music scene at the time. Music affects me so much that I get high. I decided to leave out music for a while as I had a baby and I decided that I had to do routine,be moderate, stable etc. for the sake of my daughter’s stability. And I did it. Never heard of kurt Cobain and Nirvana, listening to really old Stones, Neil Young, Oasis etc. When my daugher was about 8 she was watching MTV 2. I watched the video. There was this guy really working his guitar, I mean really working it, school of learning by gigging and touring. I was amazed at how hard he was working. Wondered who he was. Then he looked up (teen spirit vid) and I felt like I has been hit by a bus, winded. Had to sit down, legs like jelly. I didn’t know who he was, his life, but I knew his soul. I just knew him. I have had quirky psychic things happening all through my life, but pushed them aside as I’m mad enough as it is. But I knew this man. I had cancer when I was 26. Had a beautiful uplifting dream about John Lennon. I was cured but very depressed. I dreamt about John and my spirits were so lifted. It transpired that it wasn’t a dream, John had taken me off to see if I wanted to stay on earth or stay wherever. I must have chosen to come back. So, when this Kurt thing happened I was absolutely overwhelmed. Read a few of the books. Saw very highly acclaimed medium who told me that Kurt was with me all the time, that we had had loads of past lives together and that somehow in this life we had not managed to incarnate together. The reason I think was that I must have known Kurt was going to be famous, which is something I couldn’t bear to experience. Anyway, my psychic mode really kicked in and I found that I was being contacted by loads of musicians (of a certain type). Kurt is around me all the time. He lives here, and Jimi Hendrix is his best friend so he’s here a lot too. John brought Kurt to me. John was the first person Kurt met and they really loved each other, but John being John had to be number one and they locked horns quite often, John with his relentless piss-taking and kurt retaliating in his passive-aggressive way. Kurt WAS killed via Courtney. He says that if there were only two spirits in the universe he would be as far away from her as possible. People don’t change their personality when they become spirits; they’re the same person and that person either aspires to conquer his demons or carries on. Kurt tries to conquer his demons. He is funny, quirky, loves wordplay, tickles the back of my head, sits on the side of the bed and plays guitar and hums. I always ask him to hum for me, beautiful. He also sits on hard surfaces; floors wooden chairs, always with his knees up to his chin. We play together and he is around me all of the time. He is sad about Frances. Says she’s been Courtneyfied in California. Some of Kurt’s family are in the pockets of Courtney, but not Kim. He loves Kim. The others, what a write off. Leland dines out on Kurt’s fame all the time. Kurt asked me to write to him once as he was worried about him. He asked me over and offered to pay, got sulky when I said that I would stay in a hotel. Kurt told me not to go. I was relieved. I can see Kurt’s hang-outs one day. I always saw Courtney as being in jail when she was 51 years old, being held for his murder. Things are changing – Courtney has decided to do anorexia to herself. We will be hearing a lot about “I can’t go on without Kurt, he was my true soulmate”. Kurt wants people to know that it’s another Courtnicity Stunt. Courtney the tragedy queen. Also he is furious about all the trash stuff that’s being marketed, obviously with Courtney’s permission and a bloody great wad of cash. Machiavelian – yes, evil – yes. Can she help it? I don’t know. She obviously has a personality disorder and a hideous Narcissus complex. Just has to be in everybody’s face and people look on with appalled amusement at her exhibitionism and then feel like shit for having watched the murdering cow perform something repulsive to be in the limelight. Funny how Courtney always has a massive publicity stunt whenever there’s a time of particular Kurt poignancy in the air; the anniverseries.
Kurt is fine but frustrated. I told him that I would write a book to give Frances the money to bring the case to court but he said she has plenty of money. Anyway Courtney is going to do being dead when she knows that the game’s up. Please, do not buy any of this crap that is going to be launched onto the market, making Kurt look ridiculous. I kmow that there is a morbid temptation to have a look, but don’t go there. It’s revolting. Kurt hates “Come as You Are” in Aberdeen, hates the sculpture(?) if we can call it that. To me, he is not Kurt Cobain Rock Star, he’s just Kurt, my man. Until this point I have never read any comments or stuff on the internet nor have contributed, but I feel this has to be said. Do not allow Kurt to be Mickey Mouse. Courtney will be long gone soon. She won’t get to serve time, but one thing’s for sure, there ain’t no way that she is going to be able to be friends with people that she admires. She will be shunned and will not even meet those she feels are her soul-group. Her soul group is populated by psycopaths and the dark side. She’s crippled with loneliness in her life, but when she croaks it, she’ll be alone, alone, always.By the way, I don’t tell people about my contact with musicians normally but this is an anonymous platform. I am not cloaked in self mystification being “spiritual man”. I’m just me, quirky, look a bit like Kurt, music head,have a good old natter with strangers, don’t want friendships that are suffocating. I just want to laugh and read and walk my dogs and annoy my old bitch next door neighbour with a blast of something like Quotsa first thing in the morning. My response to her complaints about my music is “It’s not my fault if I’ve got a shit hot hi fi”. NB. I’m not one of these cretins that plays their music as loudly as possible during the night. And she punched my cat in the face when it sat on her window ledge. How do these people manage to stay alive. Justice for Kurt, not pity for Kurt, not idolisation of Kurt, just a guy you all loved. God, I hope I don’t get any reprisals from this. Laterz
September 20th, 2009 at 1:28 am
Layla,
You’re off your rocker, my dear. Psychic, my ass.
You’re just another loony fake wanna-be attention whore, which is what you are accusing Ms. Love of being.
You know yourself that you are full of shit.
September 27th, 2009 at 2:45 pm
Your kidding right, thank you for your eloquent and insightful comments. I used a pseudonym on anonymous platform. First time I’ve ever done it. Kurt would love you, oh boy, would he love you. I expect you spend all your time on websites, feeding your need to be heard. Because, sweetheart, nobody listens to you, do they? This is what I suggest you do, take your methadone or alcohol or whatever cranks your brain (?) and go and have a lie down. Kurt is falling around laughing, saying that he hopes all his fans aren’t like that. Meat heads. Get a life, get off the computer seat or you’ll get piles xxxxxxxx
September 27th, 2009 at 2:50 pm
Your kidding is exactly the sort of person kurt would have despised. Brainless, no vocabulary. I don’t know about Layla, I kind of believe her. Anyway, it has to be said that she is fucking funny and clever way with words. She’s right, Kurt would have thought you a complete moron.
October 5th, 2009 at 8:50 am
thnx n1
October 28th, 2009 at 7:08 pm
Thanks Susie
November 5th, 2009 at 7:47 pm
It’s crazy how people are fighting over a guy who’s been dead for 15 years. I’m doing an essay on him for my advanced placement english class. I do believe it’s a possibility he was murdered, and i’ve gathered a lot of evidence. Layla, im interested in what you have to say. keep writing, kurt has been interesting me lately. ive never really listened to his music or anything, but since ive been doing this project ive been becoming very interested at what really appened.
November 12th, 2009 at 10:00 am
I am sure that he was murdered. He had too much heroin in his system to pull the trigger. Furthermore, there was no investigation. At the angle of the wound, there was no way that he could have puled the trigger with his fingers. He would have had to pull it with his toe and guess what! It just so happened that his shoes were on. At the time of his death, he had filed papers for a divorce and was asking for custody of his daughter. Courtney had tried to hire someone in the past to kill Kurt. She doesn’t even want her daughter to talk about Kurt and all of the wonderful things he did. He loved his daughter more than life itself. I know Courtney didn’t love him, she was in it for the fame and Kurt didn’t even want to be famous!!!
November 12th, 2009 at 11:41 am
Kurt did want to be famous, please, don’t be blinkered on this. He just didn’t like it when his aspirations became reality. Kurt was no angel. He has a multi- textured personality like we all do. I’m very priviledged to have ongoing connections with lovely people. Kurt is irritated by me being on the computer. He doesn’t like me being involved in “this shit”. He’s gonna sort it. It’s gonna happen. Yeh, Kurt was murdered with Courtney’s money. We all know that. There isn’t a valid argumement that can stand up against the indisputable fact that he was killed via Courtney. This website seems to have become an in-depth bitching arena. Justice will prevail. I am telling you JUSTICE WILL PREVAIL. Looked at Keith Richards duetting with Norah Jones singing Love Hurts at a tribute for Gram. Made me cry. That man has soul.So sweet to Norah. Music is a catalyst for emotional release. I reckon if Kurt was still in his physical body, he’d be doing blues with Jack White. We all need someone we can spark off, resonate with and feel part of. Most of us aren’t lucky enough to have that. I’m not, in the physical world. Life is the hell that we have to endure. Why have none of my friends reincarnated. They’re all grooving in spirit and having a bloody good time.I have been asked to write a book about my experiences, my unworld. Offered good contract. Can’t do it. Too personal. If my friends choose to tell me stuff then that’s private. Who am I to blurt their business. If you want to take issue with something that somebody has done, at least let them be alive to comment. So come on Courtney have your say, c’mon Leland bring it on. I’ve got Jimi here smiling. Says networking has made the universe a nation of typists.
November 18th, 2009 at 1:58 pm
KURT KILLED HIMSELF GET OVER IT, FRANCIS GETS REAL UPSET OVER THIS BULLSHIT, JUST DROP IT, I UNDERSTAND YOU’RE ALL FANS, LISTEN TO THE MUSIC BUT YOU HAVE NO IDEA THE HURT YOU CAUSE WITH COMMENTS THAT HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU. MY SONS LIFE WAS PRIVATE, IT DOES NOT CONCERN YOU. THANK YOU – MRS O’CONNOR
November 30th, 2009 at 12:41 am
I do believe Layla. Please keep writing.
December 16th, 2009 at 6:18 pm
I’m sorry if you are offended Mrs. O’Connor, but you have to accept that people are really angry about Kurt’s MURDER. You say Kurt’s life was private, well er.. I don’t think so. How could it be private? How? Having Courtney as a wife would never allow Kurt any privacy. And there’s a dynamic here media promotion v privacy. Like John Lennon the press are courted, and then when it gets vicious, the subjects break down. Now you know and I know that the suicide thing is rubbish. I’m truly sorry that Frances is upset, but you have to notice that the things said about Kurt are with love. What upsets Frances is the fact that she probably knows that there is truth in the fact that Courtney was responsible for his death, her mother had her father killed. One day Frances will be of an age to open a case which I think she will, because she has to know the truth. Her dad loves her very much but is upset that she has had the influence of Courtney as a mother and not somebody more stable. It must be very painful, but the not knowing is worse. At the moment Kurt is being particularly manic and excited about Christmas (which I hate). He’s chucking tinsel all over the place and is using jimi as a christmas tree, throwing tinsel over his hair, which is hysterical. Jimi is standing there with the stoicism of a large shire horse, knowing that he has to put up with it, begrudgingly. Jimi is here nearly all the time too, brought by Kurt as they are best pals. They adore each other and Jimi’s sweet calming nature balances out the relationship between Kurt and I as it is so intense. Also Kurt is a hard taskmaster. He’s always giving me projects to do that I don’t want to do, as though he needs me to be constantly living my life with him and nobody else, which I guess is just his neediness, but it becomes wearing. He’s the man of the house, but is extremely jealous and can get spiteful if he’s not getting what he calls “the full deal”. Fell out with Jimi a couple of weeks ago because Jimi and I have become very close and Kurt was saying he wanted Jimi to go. Jimi was very upset and I said to Kurt “Jimi stays, I need him and he wants to stay, so get over your jealousy and accept that the love that Jimi and I have for each other is totally different”. He got over himself and calm is restored. Frances darling, if you read this you will get a sense of what your dad is like. He’s lovely, loving, sulky if he doesn’t get his own way, can be quite spiteful when he’s really pissed off. He needs a lot of love and he gets it, but he is demanding and you have to pull the reins in and stand up to him otherwise he’d say “let’s go to Paris and climb the Eiffel Tower now” and he means that very instant. I suppose it’s because I have to keep proving that I love him, and I do very much. I’m just treading water until I can be with him properly. We have amazing people coming round, John Lennon who’s been with me since 1986, in and out but he’s a bit of a dad/pal to me. I would say that personality wise I’m very much like John, humour wise and Kurt, like me is a prankster too. Just a huge melting pot of wonderful people. Never had anyone bad here, always people that I’ve felt a connection with. Frances, your father is funny, dry, quirky, childlike, very loving, moody, sulky, but ultimately he comes on top as a great person. That’s all, a person like you or I that just happened to have his huge talent recognised. There are plenty out there who don’t make it but are just as talented. I can’t imagine how upsetting and disturbing this must be for you, it must be horrible to hear hurtful things about your mother, but in your own time you will feel the need to find out the truth, and whatever the outcome is, it will be very painful. I’m on your side Frances, this website has some awful comments,some made by me too, but I’m on your side, and I’m sure that everybody else is too. Your dad says “Tell Frances to try and live her life as simply as possible, get back to nature, riding and away from Californian influence.” He’s proud that you’re such a strong girl but wishes that you didn’t have to be “I could never be that strong, I want you, my little button, to try and have an ordinary life. I know that it’s not possible, and I’m so sorry that you had two f..k-ups as parents, and the legacy that has been left to you. I love you my little tweenie-ager, don’t forget that your flaky dad loves you …. oh god! that sounds so cheesy, see ya pumpkin, love your funky red boots”
December 26th, 2009 at 6:37 pm
Was he pretty much saying that he thought Kurt was killed too?
January 4th, 2010 at 4:37 pm
Thanks CV. AL, when u say “he” thought Kurt was killed, who is the “he”.The answer is Kurt knows he was murdered,he showed me the vision, like a film of what happened. Jimi, John, Janis Joplin, Jim Morrison, the list goes on. They all know that Kurt was murdered.
January 22nd, 2010 at 5:54 am
Have you heard the news?
Francis Bean Cobain chooses to live with her grandmother, causing mom Courtney Love to lose custody
Courtney Love loses custody over daughter
Courtney Love slams ‘deceptive’ daughter after losing custody
Courtney Love: I don’t want my daughter to become Jamie Lynn Spears
Documents reveal Courtney Love accused of ‘domestic violence’ against daughter Frances Bean Cobain
Courtney Love threatens to sue her former in-laws over custody of daughter Frances Bean
Courtney wouldn’t allow Frances to see any of Kurt’s Family except Kurt’s Mom and Kurt’s sister since age 4 (what was she afraid of?)
Courtney’s bats**t, crazy, psycho ass looks even more suspect now!
R.I.P. Kurt
January 24th, 2010 at 10:40 am
kurt will always be remembered.. what happen to him will happen again, to the guilty one.
February 7th, 2010 at 7:53 am
Layla…i believe u and i think your awsome please tell me more…
February 7th, 2010 at 7:53 am
and how you describe kurt is exactly how i picture him to be…:)
February 8th, 2010 at 4:45 pm
Hi nobody,thanks for your trust. I’m glad what I’ve said has resonated with you. What do you want when you say “tell me more?” I can’t tell you anything that’s private b’cos I’ve a duty to keep confidences, and Kurt would bitch at me and sulk and be hurt. Bad enough today when I felt compelled to listen to the first track on “Live through This”. But it’s Kurt’s song, you only have to listen to the intro chords. I would like to talk to you but am not disclosing my e-mail on this website so it’s tricky, plus I’m a complete ludite and fucking useless at computers! I’ll tell you a bit about me. I look like Kurt, but not as pretty. People see him pass through my face, artisans and people of that ilk. It used to be “Oh you look like Goldie Hawn” but now it’s “you look like Kurt Cobain”. I’m scruffy, I muck about a lot like a teenager and walk the dog with my headphones on drumming, conducting and singing.Some people smile in an endearing way, others think I’m bonkers.
Listen to Atlantis and Catch the Wind by Donovan, listen to Hyacinth House by The Doors. Get the album “Beggars Banquet” by the Stones. I do a mean Jagger impersonation, physically and speech-wise. Kurt really likes “Cloudbusting” by Kate Bush. Kurt cuts out the circuit in my amp when he doesn’t like what I’m playing and I have to tell him to f..k off. He’s very dominant if you allow him to be, don’t be fooled by the Piscean floppiness. Bloody control freak. Jimi is brilliant at calming things down. He just shakes his head benignly and Kurt gets embarrassed because he knows he’s being a brat. I say “Shut up fuck pig face” which he finds very amusing.
February 9th, 2010 at 3:56 am
Hey no i understand its okay…:) but thank you anyways…and from the way i see it…i think maybe u and kurt were meant to be:)well i have been researching day and night about kurt’s death and learning who he was…cause in a way i can connect to him with music as like everyone else can…:)…it’s just im going crazy about his death and i really want to know the truth…but i definitly know for a fact that he was murdered…he loved frances so why would he have done such a thing?…i heard recently that courtney forgot when kurt died..but anyways…i just really want to know the truth about what happened to kurt…i’ve been reading a lot of Tom’s reports and now people are accusing him of killing kurt…and this is really driving me crazy:( i can’t sleep i can’t eat and i spend every waking hour researching about kurt…hmmm…i’m sorry if im acting a bit needy…i can’t rest in peace i would really like to know the truth…thats all…but i always believe than one day the truth will prevail…well i was just wondering:)…how’s kurt doing is he okay?is he happy where he is now where he is?:)hehe well i do see jimi as the voice of reason and being very matured..:)please write back
February 9th, 2010 at 4:03 am
oh and please tell kurt that i said hi:) thanks so much
February 9th, 2010 at 11:29 am
I can’t help you, nobody. I’m sorry, but it’s not healthy. Please look after yourself. Tom Grant was not involved. This is the fall out from the death of an idol, and the casualties are very vulnerable. Take care.
February 9th, 2010 at 11:37 am
i understand:) thank you…i just hope that he’s happy and well thats all..i will thank you again
February 10th, 2010 at 6:00 am
Nobody, didn’t mean to sound harsh but you have to let this go. Take care sweetheart.
February 10th, 2010 at 9:54 am
no you werent harsh…:) okay i will take care…yeah your right..i probably should let this go…thanks again…:)
February 12th, 2010 at 6:03 am
For the record, the comment made by “Wendy O’Connor” is not for real. This person has assumed her name for hype reasons. I hope whoever did use her name, does realise that it is identity theft and that there are ways of tracking down the phoney. Not a good space to be in legally.
February 22nd, 2010 at 4:27 pm
heroine didnt kill kurt you shitheads. honestly get your facts straight before posting this fuck up. courtney wrote HALF his suicide note”" and sent a guy out to kill him but the guy refused too. SO kurt was found in his apartment with the gun straight across his chest like PERFECTLY. theres no other way that the gun would end up so perfectly. so SHUT THE FUCKK UP.
February 22nd, 2010 at 8:51 pm
SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!
Kurt had so much Heroine in his bloodstream that it would have been impossible for him to stand, never mind hold the gun to his head and pull the trigger, someone else had to have done it. And she did not “send a guy out to kill him but the guy refused to”. I could site here and go on and on, but im not going to. Just IMO you sound like someone who read a bunch of bullshit online and believed every but of it.
February 23rd, 2010 at 1:07 pm
Now, you, number 62, cretin. We all know that you’re regurgitating stuff you’ve read, i.e. Love and Death and Who Killed Kurt Cobain, by Wallace and Halperin. You spew out your vindicative bile under my eternal husband’s name? Okay you angry, vicious meathead. I bet you vent your bile out over any conspiracy theory available. Betcha go through them all. This is not for you but for the genuine people on this website. I can tell you this, two men were involved, one white, one black. Kurt was laying low from a certain person, planning how to get Frances away. He was getting stoned in the place where nobody looked. ie. the greenhouse.It didn’t kill him and it wasn’t supposed to. When you are a user, and a heavy user at that, you don’t stay stoned for very long,even if you are skinny and small, your appetite for heroin is huge and you can take massive amounts.It’s hard to get stoned,nigh on impossible. When the two men came in Kurt was awake in his den, having a cigarette, musing over things. He was then sedated with a massive top up of heroin, by one man, and shot my the other. Now I know this to be the truth. When you are a user, (please stop calling it “heroine” it’s HEROIN) – it doesn’t connect you to Kurt in anyway whatsoever, just makes you sound like you have nothing of any relevance to say. Now I know this to be the truth. Kurt’s really not bothered anymore about the End. Of course he’s sad for Frances and other loved ones, but he really doesn’t care anymore. He’s like a monkey on my shoulder now telling me to “get the fuck off” this website. He’s very angry with me for contributing to this. Justice will happen but Kurt really doesn’t give a shit if it does or it doesn’t. He’s light year’s forward from that time. His “now” is with me. When justice is done it will be for family, friends and fans. Kurt left all that behind a long, long time ago.
March 12th, 2010 at 3:56 pm
It seems strange that after all these years i suddenly start thinkin about what happened to kurt cobain. I cant get the “supposed” suicide out of my head,ive become obsessed with what happened as if kurt is screaming for justice and im picking up on the vibe or something.Why now,why all of a sudden out of the sky blue do i have this facination with this dude and the last year of his life.I can relate a bit to what he was going thru as i went thru a similiar episode around the same time,im 46 now and reflecting back to the 80’s i can full well understand given the kind of drugs and partying back then hell we all were out of control,but something about the way he was acting before his suicide makes me feel like he was being manipulated by someone he obviously cared about and probably felt helpless or maybe just blindsided. My gut tells me that someone close to him murdered him and made it look like a suicide. I feel for the guy,i cant imagine the turmoil of emotions he must have been trying to process as someone close was planning his demise.Truely he was one of a kind,a gifted musician,and the world was delivered a great blow when he died.Peace out and godspeed my friend,justice will be served!
March 15th, 2010 at 7:00 am
for all the people that think that kurt had killed him self please take this into consideration.
March 15th, 2010 at 7:12 am
kurt donald cobain yes did heroin but at the time of his death had consumed too much of it in his system and for that factor he was and could not have been capable of wielding a shotgun to his head and blowing out his own brains. Says so in the doctors report of his death. if you dont think that courtney did it the police reports state that she had called in the report as if she was his mother and another thing in his so called suicide note he restated that he wanted the best for his daughter and anyway once he was out of the music business which is what he wanted to do he was going to divorce that bitch and move the hell on. they even found a bunch of papers in her hand writing trying to copy his style of writing under her bed. so until some one can explain those things to me as to why she did those things i will forever believe that she in fact had something to do with his death. and i will find a way to prove that fact. and she will get what she deserves in the end.
March 15th, 2010 at 7:23 am
in respone to zack thank you i totally agree with you and anyone else that disagrees fuck you and you cant b a true fan if you dont know this your just half of one
March 15th, 2010 at 11:52 am
I told you what happened.There is no debate.
March 15th, 2010 at 2:58 pm
Oh, and for the record Kurt hadn’t been clean in “rehab”, it was supposed to be a detox. Kurt was still using inside the clinic. He went there for a rest, he carried on using. They weren’t going to kick him out – big money. He could leave when he wanted to, but he didn’t want to see the faces of the “detox” employees, and certainly didn’t want Courtney to find out that he had left. The back wall was the exit to buy him a bit of time before she knew he’d checked out. He went there, cut down a bit and then carried on his habit at the same level while he was there as on the outside. There were medics in the clinic that were dealers. The whole system was corrupt. That is why I said Kurt took some heroin in the greenhouse but it was not a suicidal act. It was to get a little stoned,think how things could be changed, a little peace, a cigarette. Mulling things over. That’s when the two assassins came in – gave him what should have been a lethal dose, but used the gun as well,in the knowledge that Kurt could take a lethal dose and may still survive. The gun was a belt and braces thing. Kurt’s habit whas phenominal. He wasn’t clean. The “rehab” was a ruse to get away from Courtney. Easier to score on the inside than on the outside, so his habit was as heavy as it always was. Same as it ever was. With a tolerance level like kurt’s, with no break in usage,the assassins knew that the heroin might not do the trick. The gun. They must have been such stupid fuckers to think that anybody would be able to manage a gun of that size. If they had half a brain cell between them they would have chosen a pistol. It’s all preposterous. Courtney was scraping the barrel when she employed those mothers. Mind you scraping the barrel is what she does best. And she’s covered in her own shit which she won’t ever beable to shake off. Oh dear, poor Courtney won’t be going to the soul group to which she thinks she belongs. She will be with psychopaths, sociopaths, avaricious manipulators and the like.
March 15th, 2010 at 7:30 pm
You know, Leland is an old man. If he gets some company and a free dinner or two, good for him. He’s worked hard all his life. I don’t like what “Layla” had to say about Leland. That didn’t ring completely true for me. He’s an old man and I think the Come As You Are thing would piss Kurt off, but at the same time, an old man doesn’t see anything but what HE thinks would be a good tribute. He’s living in a trailer, not a mansion. I don’t think he’s trying to profit. He’s doing the best he can; he cares, and he’s lonely. And he DID care for Kurt when he was a kid, so whatever. I find it VERY hard to believe, after having held my grandmother as she took her last breath (this was a woman who was completely into herself and her social life and NOT at ALL into having kids and grandkids, who I saw a different side of when she was lonely and dying) … I find it hard to believe that after experiencing his OWN DEATH, Kurt Cobain would think that of all people, his GRANDFATHER, who he was planning to fishing with and who he took to eat at IHOP, is an opportunist. Doesn’t ring true.
March 16th, 2010 at 1:35 am
Layla is telling the truth…i believe her
March 17th, 2010 at 1:33 pm
We’re not talking free dinners here in the normal sense, and you would be quite right if you mean why shouldn’t he get wined and dined in his old age by people in the “industry” We eare talking, Kurt’s young fans, him using Kurt to dine out on, meant his name. Some might say, because of their love of Kurt, they will sleep with him to get nearer.
The man is a parasite living off his grandson’s name. The fan is expected to put out. Oh how he loves the glory of his grandson’s fame. Courtney even opened her legs for him to get a good look without pants and Kurt was in the other room. He said “I woulda, but what with Kurt being there”, not “Kurt’s wife just flashed at me” and tell Kurt. Courtney was exhibiting herself as usual. That comes from the horses mouth.
March 17th, 2010 at 10:31 pm
i do think courtney had something to do with kurt’s death, but i don’t think he’d want us to dwell upon his death. he’d probably want us to remeber his iconic and awesome music.
LONG LIVE KURT COBAIN in our thoughts and memmories and especially through his legendary music.
March 17th, 2010 at 11:11 pm
layla, i kind of do belive the fact that you are in contact with kurt cobain’s soul. i hope he gets the justice he deserves cause i belive he was murdered.it would’ve been nice if his daughter,Frances, got a stable parent either than courtney.
as i said before LONG LIVE KURT COBAIN.
March 19th, 2010 at 1:21 pm
Thanks Diana, you are so right! He wants us to remember his music. He is distanced from his murder. He isn’t really bothered about justice for himself, but for his family, fans and friends. Kurt knows that justice will be achieved on a much higher level. It would, being human, be nice to get the “guilty” verdict on Courtney for everyone whoever loved him. Justice will be done. Let’s hope everybody will witness it. There is the shall I/shan’t I thing going on with Frances. She wants to do this, but the rest of the family are dead set against going through the whole thing again. Kurt says “Beany Baby, this must have plagued you for your whole life. You are still my darling baby girl, but others in the family witnessed the news, when I didn’t blow my own head off, but tweenyweenybopper you lost two parents, one that got murdered and one that wasn’t fit to own a mouse, let alone rationalisation and normality.You were the momma taking care of the mother that should have looked after you. Really check people out baby, check that they are solid. Stick with the solid baby, stick with the solid, you never had proper parenting on any level. I wasn’t with you long enough to carry it through. I know you speak to me and I hear you. I am very happy. I want you to really sound people out before you make any deals, let them into your life, fall in love, whatever. Solid people. Watch for preditors You’ll know,yr as bright as a rainbow. Don’t take drugs, smoke, drink alcohol or if you do, be aware of your genetic make-up You carry the gene on both sides for problems to possibly happen. Love my girl, big kisses and hugs to last you a life time”.
March 26th, 2010 at 2:34 pm
MESSAGE FOR FRANCES.
Frances, your dad is worried that you are going to be pulled into your mother’s web again. He’s extremely worried about you, “Frances, fleck, I’m concerned that you are mixing with the wrong people. I’m worried that you are going to be pulled back into your mother’s lair. Your mother’s move to London is not going to be successful. People do not like her. She will not be accepted. She will try to bring you along as a publicity machine, as my daughter. Please don’t be swayed and join her in London. Don’t buy into the diabolic charisma of your mother again, pleeze. You know she cannot be trusted and has a serious personality disorder/sociopathic tendencies. I know you’re doing your own stuff, be careful, your heading in the wrong direction. Your mother is extremely jealous of you, your talent and your youth. I wish that you could talk to my Layla. We’re trying to look out for you, but as I’m not in the physical I can only speak to you through Layla. She would set you straight. If you go to London you will be living a life of disruption and danger caused by your mother. I have never been more serious. I know that you want to go travelling. That’s great. But don’t do it with your mother. I’ve been very anxious about you over the last couple of weeks. I’m worried that you’re mixing with the wrong people. Frances, I know that you want fame; your mother’s influence. It’s not a good thing to have. You had a head start when you were born. Do you’re own thing but please be careful, don’t be put into the industry fodder machine. Go with what you know to be true. Don’t court the press and have photos taken. You’re talented baby. You don’t need to do this other shit. Keep away from your mother, she will bring you down with her. Please talk to Kimi, get advice from her. Honey, I’m just doing the dad thing through Layla, as it’s the only way I can speak to you. I know that you know that your mother had me murdered. Your mother is jealous of you because you have more talent. Stay away from her fleck, promise? Love my girl,you’ve got a beautiful voice. Who are those charlatans that are hanging out with you “the band”. They need sorting out. One guy is okay, the rest, parasites. You know the one that is the truth. Ditch the rest. Fucking hell I’m crazy with worry. Please sit back and look at where you’re headed baby. Pleeeze, you are on the brink of a lot of stuff, some of it not good. Promise me that you will take some time out with Kimi. Just clear your head, before you agree to anything. Trust your dad baby, trust Layla,trust Kimi, trust the one guy in the band.Don’t trust anybody else until you’re sure. You’re star struck at the moment. You know you have the power to gain an audience. Make sure it’s the right audience and not sleezebag liggers. Sorry to rain on your parade, button. I just want you to stop in your tracks and throw away the flattery, sycophancy and people who tell you they can make you huge. You don’t need these assholes. Grow slowly baby, grow slowly. I love you fleck”
April 4th, 2010 at 8:10 pm
KURT WAS.. NO SCRATCH THAT. KURT IS AMAZING. ALWAYS WILL BE. TO THIS DATE; FIFTEEN YEARS!! WE LOVE YOU KURDT!
April 9th, 2010 at 6:46 am
i love kurt soo much biggest fan
April 9th, 2010 at 6:59 am
OMG i miss kurt soo much i m soucha big fan and i m …whel i can say that i m obssseded with him riht now eaven tought he s gone beu he ll still have millions of fans,yesterday i just watched a documentary called Kurt and Courtney or something like that i cant realy remember but the guy s from the documentary explained how courtney killed him how she pland his death or somthing like tahat.I wish he s alive and i wish he could still make music.Its just soo sad that he s gone.He was soucha influence to young peple.After his death i heard how two teenagers killed them selve s because of his death it s just soo sad and every time i think of him it makes me sad because in the documentay they have said how he didnt had any social life ….but what matters is that he s was a good artist.
He went trough a lott od hell in his chilhood and before his death.
We miss you kurt you will never be forgoten.
I know all of his songs and my fauvorite is smells like teen spirit and here it is eaven we all know the lyrics…
Load up on guns
Bring your friends
It’s fun to lose and to pretend
She’s overborne and self-assured
Oh no, I know a dirty word
Chorus-
Hello, hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello ,hello
With the Lights out it’s less dangerous
Here we are now entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now entertain us
A mullato an albino
A mosquito my libido
yay
Verse 2-
I’m worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group has always been
And always will until the end
Chorus-
Hello, hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, hello
With the Lights out it’s less dangerous
Here we are now entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now entertain us
A mullato an albino
A mosquito my libido
yay
Bridge-
Verse 3-
And I forget just why I taste
Oh yeah I guess it makes me smile
I found it hard it’s hard to find
Oh well whatever nevermind
Chorus-
Hello, hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, hello
With the Lights out it’s less dangerous
Here we are now entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now entertain us
A mullato an albino
A mosquito my libido
A denial
April 11th, 2010 at 12:05 pm
Yeh we know the lyrics luv. Silly tart
April 25th, 2010 at 5:04 pm
Hey “Mrs. O’Connor,” you spelled your grandaughter’s name incorrectly.
April 26th, 2010 at 6:06 am
MESSAGE FOR FRANCES
Frances I don’t know whether you are aware of this, but your dad is spending a lot more time around you now. He isn’t here at the moment. He’s with you, backwards and forwards between the both of us. I hope that you can feel his presence. It’s good for me too, because I can get to do lots of other stuff. Bask in your dad’s love, he’s really there for you x
May 25th, 2010 at 3:53 pm
Layla…
You didn’t mention the rome incident. The
medical reports said that kurt’system didn’t contain any trace of heroin, only rohypnol.
the incident/the murder attempt happened in March 3rd…this means that 3 weeks prior to his death Kurt was clean of heroin. he couldn’t handle a fatal dose… I don’t believe you when you say his habit was heavy…
i’m sorry, but my 6th sens tells me you’re not a psychic! (i still have respect for you).. and come on, a romantic liason with a dead man?
May 26th, 2010 at 12:54 am
agrees with nitchka.what about the rome incident?
May 29th, 2010 at 2:15 pm
Okay everybody, you are entitled to your opinions! I know it sounds mad, I understand your disbelief and that’s fine. I don’t really care if you believe me or not, I have simply put information on this website for people who may be interested. Nitchka, how can you have respect for somebody who you believe is a fake/nutcase. Doesn’t resonate. Rome? Work it out for yourselves. Heroin has a very short half life. John and Jimi are telling me to stop using this website. It’s a waste of energy because some people are so grounded in theory and the material world that they would never begin to understand our world. To those who have responded positively to my comments, I hope that I’ve helped. To those who think I’m a charlaton – fine, that’s okay too, but your insight is flawed by “facts” that you have studied. Tom Grant believes me
May 29th, 2010 at 8:51 pm
“How can you have respect for somebody who you believe is a fake?” Simply because you never know who is behind the computer. Maybe you’re just a 15 year old girl who dreams of Kurt every night. And it’s important to let everyone express their opinions (although some of them don’t make sense). I could also be
too understanding and nice!
Heroin can be detected after 2 days… Tony Barber said Kurt wasn’t taking drugs in the last Nirvana tour. his “best friend” Dylan said his addiction was highly exaggerated. Krist already said that he never saW kURT injecting himself heroin…. I could continue, but those people – who knew Kurt- said he wasn’t that messed up on drugs…
What’s wrong with being grounded with theories and material world???? Why would Jimi and John spend their eternity with you??? Don’t tell us that you met them in your past lives….
Not because Tom Grant (or anyone else) doesn’t discredit your claims right in front of you that he believes you…I do think that spirits, psychics and God exist, but you are pushing too far. If you truly believe in what you say, you should either see a good psychiatrist or priest/imam/rabbi/shaman.
June 3rd, 2010 at 1:58 pm
Okay,good for you, you can read and write and spout data, but if you mention Organised Religion, you must be crazy. There is not one Organised Religion that does not have either very dangerous and corrupt practices. No periods in synagogue, paedaphillia in the Priesthood, female circumcision in lots. Belief controlled and perpetuated by man. Dont you have your own code of ethics? We intrinsically know what’s right and what’s wrong if we are sane. One of my best friends is a Consultant Psychiatrist. He’s witnessed stuff going on in my flat and knows it to be true. I am claire audient, claire sentient and claire voyuant – yes I know I spelt it wrong – on purpose. (lotta claire’s there). I am also a Master Reiki Healer and work with spirit guides. For all this I charge nothing. Meanwhile you pay for the media machine that churns out rubbish. Ideologically unsound and kinda sad. I also have a full time job in animal welfare. Congratulations! You have an MA (no honours) on the studies of Kurt Cobain data as read and consumed,but not experienced. Bet you’ll go onto the Courtney website now. Get active, do something creative yourself, put your contribution into society. God? Who is your God? The God of Arrogance and Blinkerhood? You are so sure that these “facts” are the truth, maybe the God of Gullibility. I will not answer any of your essays. I have decided to cease using this website. There are a large number of obsessives with little creativity (not all of you) Live a useful and creative life. Have you ever been in a band? I have. Have you ever written a published book of poetry? I have. Have you any ideas of your own? Don’t think so. Learn to play an instrument, ride horses, paint, breathe, but please drop the bigotry. You have absolutely no idea of what you are talking about, you merely spout other peoples’ theories and “facts”. Travel. To Outer Mongolia. Yeh and I know i’ll get flack for not being part of organised religion. I know I’ll get political correctness thrown at me. Especially from the mid-west. We move in different worlds, but my world has integrity, humanity, truth and loads of fun. Do you know fun? It’s called having a sense of humour, mucking about and enjoying your life. Get off my case and pack your own. Goodbye everybody, those who believe and those who don’t. I won’t be using this website anymore, it appears to be irrelevant and I’m busy living and being true to myself.
June 3rd, 2010 at 2:37 pm
Rite on Layla, I’m quitting this gig too.Wankers Anonymous. I play base guitar, what do you play? You won’t ansa rite? Sham-an Nietcheska or whatever it calls itself. Wearying isn’t it? I’m rite behind you. Hope you read my comment. Don’t lose your mojo girl. I get you totally. “Speaking words of Wisdom Let it Be”
June 5th, 2010 at 3:16 am
ok i will probably go to jail for this but i plan on getting inside of kurts house one of these days,i hope that isnt offensive to any of you,but i mean come on,dont any of you want to get inside?i am going to try to get over the wall in front of his house and try to find a way in, and hell if the only way in is to break a window or bust down a door risking getting arrested by the cops,so be it.
June 6th, 2010 at 11:37 pm
sebastian, if i live any where near you, i’d love to join you
June 10th, 2010 at 2:04 am
Are any of you “Courtney killed Kurt”-idiots aware of that all three of Leland Cobains brothers killed themselves? And that Kurt always said that he would never make it past thirty? Also, no matter what you say, he was pretty messed up on drugs. It’s a fact.
Blaming Courtney for Kurts death is just childish. She may be one of the reasons he killed himself, but i don’t even think thats true. And she most certainly didn’t kill him. You just have to comprehend that your hero in fact took his own life, don’t blame his wife. It was something he knew he was going to do even when he was a teenager. I love Kurt Cobain too, but please don’t blame Courtney. Like I said, it’s just childish and unnecessary.
June 27th, 2010 at 5:58 am
Why the fuck do I bother to go on this wesite and read all the shite.I agree with Chutzpah v Hail Mary. Most people using this website are a bunch of tossers. Martine you sanctimoniuous cretin, get the fuck off. Your comment really pissed me off.What the fuck do you know about anything? Get back to Sunday School with your book on “How to make friends and influence people. Your so twee it’s vomit making – excuse me I’m about to hurl. You smug twat. Bugger off. Hi Layla, alright? I get you too. Sorry you’re not using the site anymore, but I sooooo understand why. Yeh I believe you, your’re a woman of the world, I can tell. ” I’m off on a plane, I can explain”. Not very bright most of you. Sebastian, good on ya. At least you’re an activist. Hope you’re not bullshitting, go for it guy. Have a poke about. Hey why don’t we all squat the gaff??
June 29th, 2010 at 3:30 am
kurt speaks to me in my head he’s the only voice. he makes me laugh and he makes me feel crazy.
July 2nd, 2010 at 4:21 am
I’m a heavy heroin user. Nitcka, heroin cannot be detected for two days after use.Where do you get your facts from? Heroin is undetectable after 18 hours or less depending on the user’s metabolism. I know because I was clean for years and was a drugs councillor for that duration. Sad to say I’m back on the brown. Also the heavier the use, the less time it stays in the system.The metabolism has a large part to play.We are all different. It’s like comparing the metabolic rate/life span of two species of man. One could be a an overweight slob that hardly moved all day, another a hyperactive skinny dude who can’t sit still. Obviously the skinny dude would have a very fast metabolic rate. Apart from which, how do you know Kurt’s usage wasn’t hushed up. Everything else was. That’s why this goddamn website is in existance.
July 12th, 2010 at 3:20 pm
This poem is to Kurt
The Legacy That Lives
7/1/2010
Written By Jeannette B.
You weren’t supposed to go,
As you see the waters flow,
Feeling the gentle wind that blows,
As your songs filled our hearts,
Though your death torn us apart,
It’s not fair what happened to you,
It has made us all so blue,
They got hearts of stone,
The ones that took you down,
As your soul walks and roams,
We have to turn this around,
We shall continue and fight,
For certain ones are filled with lies,
And we know what is right,
As you can see the bullshit in their eyes,
The tears that sream down our face,
For we lost a special friend,
And now you’re gone without a trace,
And you shall remain in our hearts till the end,
We keep you alive forever-more,
SHowing support and playing your songs,
Though our hearts are torn,
We fight and keep strong,
He shall live for eternity, Kurt Cobain,
For we are your friends,
And though our eyes have tears of blood stained,
We are here to the end,
Kurt Cobain is a living legacy,
Forever as he shall be.
July 12th, 2010 at 3:21 pm
This other poem I wrote is about someone else, who I think you can figure out.
The Pain That You Caused
Written By Jeannette B.
7/10/2010
You think you have many fooled,
But we know what you stoled,
And though I won’t say certain names,
We already know who is to blame,
Well you got what you seeked,
You became a star,
But your heart is not meek,
And you haven’t come that far,
You caused him so much pain,
And you didn’t care about how much,
All he wanted was a loving touch,
Not be in a blood of stain,
He meant nothing to you,
And of what I see which is only so true,
You walked all over him,
And his inner light became so dim,
You only care about your own needs,
And you always want to be in the lead,
The one that is always in control,
But his life is what you stole,
I will never listen to your songs,
For your music I do not belong,
I hope someday the truth will come out,
As you sing, with your screams and shouts,
Remember Creator sees all,
Someday you shall fall,
For of what you’ve done,
And the world will be in stun,
You like to abuse,
To which you find it with amuse,
To me you are sadistic,
You tend to go ballistic,
You claim to be a bitch,
You are an evil snitch,
A leech is what you are,
Use who you can to become a star,
Walk over all you can,
So that you can make it big with your band,
Draining the very life of who you claim to love,
Like a vampire who knows nothing of the doves,
Your heart is full of greed and lust,
And full of rust,
You dont know how to care,
And you dont know how to share,
You think you’re always right,
But you are wrong in so many ways,
I can see through the night,
You just wanted him to obey,
Like others, I can see through you,
I can see your vicious heart so true,
I can feel his pain,
His very own soul is stained,
I can see the pain within his eyes,
They do not lie,
He can’t talk,
All he can do is in the shadows is walk,
He wanted to get away,
He didnt want to stay,
But no you wanted it all,
And through his death,
His very own last breath,
You helped him fall,
You took him away from his little girl,
Who gave him such a whirl,
Brought him so much happiness,
And you wonder why you get dissed?
We can no longer hear his beautiful songs,
We’d all hoped he would become strong,
Not go in the way that he did,
But hell you even auctioned his items up for bid,
He awaits to be free,
So many don’t know and cant see,
I do my best to help him heal,
So his energy you can’t steal,
I’ll do my best to protect him,
So his light won’t go dim,
So you can’t hurt him anymore,
No more tears will pore,
I am a Seer, Spiritwalker, Spirithealer,
Souls that are lost,
I find and seek,
No more will his light leak,
He is under the protection of Creator,
The one Above,
Feeling His love,
He will find peace and light,
All through the night,
For eternity,
As it shall be,
May the angels watch over him day and night,
Keeping him safe with their divine light.
July 22nd, 2010 at 11:59 am
This is for Martine and the ‘invaluable insight’ she has shown re: Kurt saying that he wouldn’t make 30. When I was in my teens/twenties, my friends and I all said that we wouldn’t see 30. We thought it was cool to say that, meaning that our lifestyles were so hedonistic, so therefore we were very cool and not in the shiny ass suit brigade. It’s a very oft used expression. “I won’t live to be 30″. It means “I am into an alternative lifestyle that you just wouldn’t understand, I experiment with drugs, I get drunk, I have had experimental sex with both genders, I do stuff that would horrify my parents”. It’s been going on for as far back as my greatgrandmother knows. My father was a Teddy Boy and used to hang out in “sleazy” jazz clubs smoking “reefers”. He thought he was really cool.All of my friends said they wouldn’t make it to thirty. They’re all still here. The one’s that fell by the wayside were the one’s that didn’t get “teenage kicks” and went on to become boxed in by the establishment that young people from all generations kick out against, the ones that played by the rules, didn’t express themselves as being apart from the mainstream (which is perfectly natural in the young) They were the ones that became heavy drinkers after a hard day at the office, suffered from alcoholism. The crew I hung out with are all still here. It’s something that young people say to prove how outrageous their lifestyle is, not wanting to be labelled as straight. The suicides in the Cobain family ; okay I concede that there may be a genetic predisposition to depression,we have it in our family, but I suspect the lack of an interesting life, living in a culturally barren area, being poor, maybe no job or a soul destroying job with no outlet for creativity, more than parallels the genetic argument and therefore hugely exacerbates the (? genetic factor ? ). Kurt broke the inertia and was highly creative. You don’t get yourself out of a rut in Aberdeen if you don’t have drive. Yeah, he had mental health issues but an amazing appetite for his craft, making music. Having known the man very well, I can say that he had a lot of laughs and a helluva lot of fun as well as the bad bits. Kurt did not commit suicide. I know this to be true
August 26th, 2010 at 12:41 pm
When “Layla” is speaking as herself, she uses vocabulary (”bloody”, “mucking about”, etc.) and spellings (”b’cos”, “organised”, etc.) that are clearly British, leading me to believe that this is her nationality. However, when she is speaking as “Kurt”, she uses phrases and spellings that are also distinctly British (”liggers”, “popularisation”, and so on).
Kurt was American. He used American slang and American spellings during his lifetime. Unless he has somehow picked up British slang and orthography in the afterlife (did he learn it from John Lennon’s spirit, I wonder?), I find it highly unlikely that his ghost would send messages from beyond the grave that are riddled with Britishisms. Also, anyone who has ever read his journals or other writings would realize that he would never, ever, ever in a million years refer to anyone, let alone his daughter, as “tweenyweenybopper”. I call shenanigans.